Happy New Year's Eve!

Im super bored. And should be working on my essay. But alas, not happening. And I dont really have that much to say here either soooo.....
HAPPY FREAKING NEW YEAR!
Let's make it a good'n. :)

Who deleted this the first time?!? Poop you.

Just listen. More than once because it gets better.

Thank you world, for snow ***

Okay, sorry for depressing you. Torrey, you're right. I should just get over myself and all those thoughts. Problem solved, however. I spent the day in on and above snow, all day, and it was magnificent. I know Mac and Marlow don't ski too often but still i think you can understand how amazing it is to carve through a fresh four inches, completely unscathed. We all have our different happy places --and that is mine. In a mere 48hours (I think) ...it will be a new new new NEW year!! I have like uh billion resolutions. So this is me... Happy again. Xoxo €££@

Beautiful!

HEY HEY HEY BEAUTIFUL LADIES. Hear that?? B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L. I love you all so much...and i miss you guys tons! I have been soooooo lazy. Maybe we should change that. Well maybe. Haha anyway, this blog is purely focused on responding to that last blog. There is no need for any of us to ever feel insecure! Sure, we all do feel insecure about ourselves sometimes. Uglier, fatter, shorter, not as funny, not as likable, not as unique. And it sucks!! But the thing is, if we are all feeling insecure about each other compared to one another, then whats the point?? We shouldnt compare ourselves to others...but its so darn hard! Well ladies, I want you all to know that I think you all are so beautiful, so funny, and so unique.Guess what? I will admit that I will look at you 4 sometimes, and be like DAMN I WISH I WAS THAT TALL and ect. But that okay  to me(: (and i have a possibility of growing hahah). Anyway, lets not compare ourselves to anyone, especially each other. Because we should be the ones supporting each other, not making one another feel down about themselves. Kisses my lovely ladies, and feel my love(: xxxx Torrey

Who was that? ----->

I think I'm too gullible. Too easy to think things will work, too nieve. I know I am...because people tell me I am. I am, arent I? Because that one guy...forgot about me already. And yes, I'm overreacting in the form of a blog post. I'm just silly to think that I EVER had a chance. Why am I still trying? I ll wake up tomorrow and be just as determined as today. There will always be someone prettier, funnier, better. Than me. And I know that, but I pretend that I don't.

I'M BLOGGING.

So im hanging out, alone, at home, watching all of my recorded shows. LAAAZZYYY. Haha well being that i woke up at 12:15...what else am i supposed to do when im in a sleep coma?!? HOWEVER, the exciting thing is that right now, i am typing on my new laptop. Well, my dads extra laptop that is now mine as of yesterday! I love it(: and im eating chocolate. I wanna travel!! So i am just blabbering....ummm oh i forgot! CHRISTMAS! I had a super fun christmas, and i baked all day with my mom, and then we had a little party with our neighbors and another family with an adorable little 7 year old girl! It was fun(: I got some clothes, some fun stuff, and then my dad gave me some skis! But it has a twist, the skis are mens skis, and they are too big for my dad. They are 3 year old, unused, and limited edition. For a while, my dad wanted me to start up an ebay account and sell a bunch of stuff, and i would  get like 30% of the sale. So this is like my "big push" to start out, and the cool thing is that i get all of the money! around $700(: but i have to sell them first haha. As you also may know, i just sold my tele skis and made $600 and it all went into my bank account...may help with a car someday!! Alright im off to go watch Scouted...not a bad show(: love love love t(:

ho ho ho :)

Ahhhh...I love Christmas. :) It's the most wonderful time of year, you know? If only there was more snow...but alas. We shall survive without it. My family is having a very lazy Christmas day...alex and maggie are here, and were just hanging out. I miss my best friends... already. I feel like I've become so much more attached to all of you since even last year. There isn't a group of people that I love more than you four girls. And I thank you for being in my life...I hope you all have beautiful a Christmas, and when the frenzy has calmed, we will get together. :)

Santa brought me a new camera. :)

Merry Christmas, loves.
Mackie. :)

really? noones gunna blog on christmas eve? come on people lets not pretend that we have better things to do than blog on this fine Christmas morning(:  So first christmas that lauren doesnt believe in santa this year.. depressing depressing depressing. She still found the need to wake me and allie up at 730 to open presents.. ive never understood the appeal of waking up super early on christmas morning.  Wont the presents still be there after my 12+ hours of sleep?!! it boggles my mind.. oh well..(: santa brought me a new laptop! why you ask? because my mom lost mine. haha she would (: but i like this one better anyways!
hope santa was good to all of you! (:
i am so lucky to have all you lovely ladies in my life (:
love you (:
mf

Sowwy.

Im sorry, dear blog. For your neglection.
I promise, I will blog like a maniac when break arrives.
But now I'm just too tired.
I'm sorry.
Forgive me.
I still love you.

.....relax...

Im blogging. Yeah, i know. Ella, you convinced me to...sort of. But hey, thanks for reminding me! We had a lovely time at the gym today...even though it was my lazy day, and i was pretty lazy! Ha i am usually the one that works out hard at the gym, but only on hard days(:! Ummm so LIFE. umm Koler and i havent talked at all, but i hear from piper that you guys (ella and mack) talk to him. Well, it seems like he is feeling pretty great after leaving me here to live in this world with no friend. Joking, I have y'all.  But it sucks because i did talk to him about alot of things, and we were amazingly good friends along with everything else. And now, all of a sudden, he is just gone from my life completely in a day. Its like he was never here. But its sad, and i miss talking to him, and im almost in a little bit of a shock because its weird to think hes not here anymore. Of course, i cant be in a relationship right now and i definitely dont want to be, but I wish i still had him to talk to and to be a friend to. Merrrr....my life is so saddening just because i have no motivation right now. That may sound depressing, but thats only one side of things. On the other side, well when i think about being HAPPY i realize things arent as bad as i may have thought. This is a good thing for me to be away from him...girl power. I am going to take a lesson from Blair. Speaking of gossip girl, i know ELLA YOU NEED TO CATCH UP, but mack have you been watching it? Or catching up i guess? Because the most recent episode was so intense and i cried....but next week will be the best because i actually figure out the answers to the million cliffhangers from the last episode. I am rambling so bad right now...i need to de-stress. I am so frazzled right now! Off to some tea, food and a bath. Oh and lets not forget my 10 lovely candles...including my new vanilla one!(: ahhh life. But one last thing, i know that everyone says i am the last person that needs to talk about food intake and crap because i obviously eat like 400 elephants combined, and it doesnt normally show. Well right now, i feel so gross and i hate it!!! And maybe its the season, but maybe i should back off on the food a little....even though it is going to be really hard not to eat that 5th cupcake (ella you know what i am talking about). But i think i will put off trying to be healthy (even though the food i eat at home is pretty good) till winter is over. Or maybe till college. Or till i die. Whatever(: Mack, one last thought, i think we should go paint our santas and snowmen after the dance at your house...plan? plan. Love love love, T
ps. I am sorry i am such an antisocial blah lately. but hey, it happens to everyone. NOT A GOOD WEEK FOR ME. Lets all go on a trip together. Hawaii? Bahamas?? Mexico?? Argentina (its summer there!)?? plan plan plan. xoxo

wishing I had something exciting to blog about.. but I've got nothing.. haaha I feel like this is the time we should be blogging the most. so there are definitely some problems going on here.. 1. our lives are exciting and we aren't blogging about it
2. our lives are very boring.. and need some serious spicing up.
or 3. we are all lazy pieces of shit waiting for someone else to blog. accurate? absolutely. haha well let's figure it out ladies!!
love you all(:
(since Mackie took the plain old "m" imma write "mf" for marlow fey.. or that other thing(; hahaha)
MF(;

ella, dont tell me to blog when you havent either.
i dont feel like doing this.
later.

...........................
i lied
still in a shitty mood

STRESSED >:(

balls.  only 2 days at school this week, and the first has managed to be pretty much not very fun.  Okay, it had it's good moments, but i seriously am so overwhelmed.  loads of homework, including a math assignment that has already brought me to tears, and it doesn't stop there.  50 pages of to kill a mockingbird--just because bert thinks we have NO OTHER HOMEWORK....he assigns chapters 12-15 TONIGHT.  well fuck you, i'm going to spark notes. and on top of that, my computer = dead.  crashed, and gone to heaven, never coming back. it's DONE.  even best buy's finest confirmed it.  so now, i'm computerless, and on my way to hopeless.  you know what would have been the perfect remedy to all this bull$*%$?  skiing.  oh yeah...........the mountain isn't opening this weekend. 
 but it never helps to dwell on the negative, here's what was good about today.

one, i got to see all your loverly faces! (which i missed, implicetly)  two, i got an A on my english essay, which i was definitely not expecting/deserving of!  three, i drove around for like two hours with my dad and went shopping at target; he's quite the shopper, you know.  four, i had thai soup for dinner.  five, my grandma sent us one long home video of all my aunts and uncles (including my pops) childhoods and it's so funny to watch! six, we're playing pickleball in gym, but it really doesn't compare to badmiton.  seven, it's confirmed that i get to go to australia this summer! pretty neat right? 

i guess im not in that bad of a mood after all!
alright, i blogged. 
love
love
love
love
<3
E

BLOG!

So i was reading something the other day, briefly, and it said "What is the first thing you are going to do when you move out of the house/go off to college?". Ha. Well here it is: I am going to buy 6 tons of green beans (practically my favorite food ever-just steamed i would say:p), and take a Naked Hot-Yoga Class. Hoot hoot. I am excited. Goodbye dearys, T

Thanks for Food(:

We have been neglecting our baby...and on one of the biggest holidays in America, we dont even update each other on how our day was!!! So heres the update: go on facebook and look at my thanksgiving album...see my little cousins! They are adorable and so sweet, Cici is the little girl and Dimitris is the little boy. Hes my favorite ever(: haha i also have like mmm 4 other toddler cousins and many other cousins of various ages(: there were 50 people there and not even everyone came! So much fun to be with family!(: anyway, i love dimitris and i played with him all all all night! Background: I may have told you guys about Dimitris before, but that would have been like a year and a half ago when i last saw him...and he was a tiny baby... Anyway: My aunt and her husband are foster parents (and also have 3 kids of their own, 2 who are adults now...). So 1 and a half years ago they got 2 new little kids, Koby and Dimitris (Koby is 7 and Dimitris is 20 months old(: They were only supposed to have the kids for 3 months but none of the kids family members want them. Their mom is an indian from browning, and Koby and Dimitris both have different fathers...so none of the mothers relatives want Koby because he is to old and demanding, and they wont even acknowledge Dimitris because he is black, and doesnt look indian.   It is so sad! anyway, dimitris is a coke baby, and he hardly sleeps and is a very hard baby to take care of...but he is the sweetest most caring thing in the world! He is so happy(: I hope they adopt him! Anyway i ate tons and tons and fell in love with my toddler cousins(: xoxo T 

heeelllp

how do i get the online math book?!?! i lost my math book and i need to do makeup homework...(: -t

Le frere est plus beau quand il est souriez :)

hotness

HOTNESS                                                    -t




ps. brother vs. brother...yummmm

Girrl. I am with you. And his brother is pretty smexy too.

I have like, nothing to report. I'm so gosh darn boring. Oh wellsies:)
I'm real tired and on homework Overload. Just wanted to show my support for the Franco nation:)
loveee
m

yummmm

So you guys may or may not know this, but i am in love with James Franco. No joke...always have been. AHHHHH

t<3

love love love

Holy golly jeepers...it has been a while. Oh blog, i missed you way too much(: i just took a long beautiful bath, and i used the vanilla bath ball i got at Lush in California because my mom didnt want to use it...so it smelled wonderful, and made me sooo relaxed.  And now, i am sitting here blogging, wearing my favorite hanging out outfit: it consists of tall ankle fuzzy socks pulled over the outside of some loose t-shirt material leggings, all topped off with an oversized cotton long-sleeve(: it couldnt get any better than this.

I lied, it definitely could get better in the long term aspect of things. I need to write a rough draft for my english essay tonight, koler just made me feel all guilty because i hardly talk to him, i cant stop eating, and im on my period! ggrrrr. But i may just forget about those things, and listen to some more Ingrid Michaelson and Jason Mraz and....bbbeeee HAPPY(:

Blog my little butterflies, blog(: i love you all...so kisses for you<3 love, t

T-Minus 35 hours.

Ladies, that is not too far off. THIRTY FIVE FREAKING HOURS AND WE WILL BE ON OUR WAY TO THE PROMISE LAND! or rather, missoula. But nevertheless, the journey begins:) I am sooo excited. I cant stand it. I am cleaning, and packing and just getting myself prepared in general. and its making me pee myself. literallly.
I need to use the restroom.
bye.
potty dance time.
go.
m

not so distant future

I. Love. The. World.
and in less than 72 hours...mother fucker imma be real far away from her. Stoked isn't quite the word id like to use to describe my feelings, I i can't think of any better words right now. Going home, gunna pack, crank some music, and do some homework. God damn im happy.
E

merr

whooooohoooo!  97s and 98s in all my classes so far! 100.74 in conflict baby! Marlow i love that class(: Anyway, today sucked for me....alot. but now im home in my sweats, and i have finally gotten myself completely relaxed and for the first time today i feel good(: I need to pack, and i  cant wait to just relax and be studious this weekend(: i dont even feel like being social...so i may not even hang out with meeee man.  I have a load of work to do because of stuff for my mom for london, home chore stuff because everyone is gonna be gone from the house for a week, schoolwork, and then getting all of my things ready to leave on monday. It was cute today how everyone wished me happy birthday, it was wierd though because i feel like my birthday is so far off, but it isnt! And i forgot we dont have school on monday, so i thought that they wouldnt have put my birthday in the announcements yet....but i was wrong haha which is all good with me(: Anyway you all should say something interesting on here because i have blogged too many times in a row. I just needed to do something easy and relaxing. So kisses from me, <3t

oh no oh nooo:(

KIM IS DIVORCING KRIS!!! WHY IS SHE SO EVIL?!?! 72 DAYS OF MARRIAGE....grrrrr...

here is an article about it that is actually crazy. Read how much money they made PER HOUR on their wedding day.

Four hours of a lackluster TV wedding special, weeks of royal wedding-sized wonder about what her dress would look like and the promise of true love in TV land -- ladies and gentlemen, we've been duped. Although we were disappointed to hear that Kim Kardashian and Kris Humphries were divorcing before we could finishing naming all of the jesters in the Kardashian/Jenner empire, we were actually a bit surprised.

Wouldn't momager Kris Jenner have made the apparently unhappy couple do the polite thing and stay hitched for at least a year? She must have skipped that chapter in her reality empire handbook. But the Kardashian crew's latest stunt (which appears to be a legitimate dissolution of marriage) may be just what it takes to push the Kardashian fiending public over the edge, back to a time when America's first family lived at 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue not Calabasas. Enough is enough, here's why:

Trapped in a Diamond Encrusted Case of Emotion
When Kim announced in May that she and Kris Humphries were to tie the knot, we couldn't have been happier for the 30-year-old reality star who began husband material auditions immediately after little sister Khloe beat her to the punch with her own Kardashian-sized wedding. Heck, we were even hoping for a wedding special to document each step that Kim took with her Frankenstein-sized sweetie. And although she may be hurting, we are too! There was nary a dry eye (you know who you are) in living rooms across the country as Kim stepped out on her big day. We want those tears back!

Get Rich Or Divorced Tryin'
According to the New York Post, the couple made roughly $17.9 million off of their nuptials -- seemingly making the pair the smartest couple in all of Hollywood. From $2.5 million for pictures sold to People magazine to $12 to $15 million for their two night E! wedding special bonanza, although they may be devastated that their marriage didn't last more than 72 days, they're wiping their tears with Benjamins. If the couple did in fact rake in $17.9 in exchange for two simple words, "I do," then that means they made $10,358 per hour of their 72-day marriage. Question: Does this make us feel bad for them? Answer: No.

Life's Tough, Get A Helmet
Although she stole hours of our lives, could it be that Kim Kardashian was actually teaching America and the world an important lesson with her 72-days of wedded "bliss"? Kim might just be the mother we never had, who instead of relaying fables of 'happily ever after' has taken it upon herself to be the poster child for reality: "The bigger the ring, the bigger the divorce settlement." Stick that on a pillow, Kim. Either way, she's got us in Champagne glass half empty mode now.

May we also add that ever the business woman, Kris Jenner's new memoir, "Kris Jenner ... And All Things Kardashian" is set to hit stores just one day after Kim's divorce news. Coincidence? You decide.

love torrey(:

;)

Henry...if you really follow this website and you are reading this right now...FUCK YOU.

...

WHO AM I! i havent blogged in so long i dont even think i should feel like myself! hmmmm should i waste all your guys' time and ramble about everything i feel like rambling about? probably(:

1. I am so excited for san diego! but thats a given...we have like a week til we go! "like" a week. I am also really hoping that my mommy decides to come to california and take me with her early on the 4th.  I mean we already have tickets so it would suck not to go! But you know, she may choose my brother over me. bummer. I found all these cute clothes that i am going to run out and buy right when i get there(: haha i doubt that will actually happen, but hey, atleast i have dreams(: anyway i know every good restaurant around santa monica.  Oh, and the best western we are staying in on sepulveda is like connected to a Dennys.  Just saying. I have no clue if it is ghetto or not though.  But if i remember correctly, it is like the outdoor hallway kind(: L. O. L. i dont care it will be a blast(:
2. Everyone is having boy drama.  Well not really. But there is alot of like "almost drama" going on right now and it is catching me off guard.  I am sooooo used to having nothing like this.  And seriously, i think because everyone is all excited there is all this "almost drama", we are stressing way too much, and we just need to sit back and take a breather. Plan? plan.  I mean we have so much time, why must we make everything go so fast? Ella this doesnt just apply to you(; and Mackie, well, try to spread some love.
3. I am listening to lovely music right now.  I made Nadeem really happy today by playing my Hindi music in art...and he could understand the language. I love him. You guys know this, so i should move on.
4. I cant wait for weekend! Pancake party, FINALLY HANGING OUT WITH MY MAN(hopefully), and catching up with all my recorded shows. Ahhh...heaven.
5. ELLA KOBELT. i am going right now to finish the newest gossip girl episode. You better catch up soon!! Mackie is watching large amounts of the early seasons of gossip girl right now, and i  think we got her hooked...not. but it is a possibility. Right now gossip girl has like 2 followers at our school. 
6. I LOVE YOU GUYS. i will finish this blog on number 6. kisses and hugs, t(:

negligent little girls! goodness.

so hmm what is there to report? oh yes, well i suppose you could call connor old news...because he kind of is.  he didn't make a move, and i'm not gunna wait around for him to grow a pair. apparently he caught wind of my lunch with thomas and seemed kinda sad...i probably should talk to him.  now. im not saying that i like thomas, because i don't. he just makes me laugh! and there's nothing wrong with that scenario!
(even though mackie, i know you want me to like him.) haha im just done with trying to look into the future and planning on things happening.  so i'll let this take its own course.
so guess what sucks! no halloween dance! motherfucker thats the best dance of the ENTIRE year. i was soo stoked. scary movie night? i hatteee scary movies, and i don't want to go!  ughh.
torrey, you should be proud. im catching up on gossip girl, when, yes, i should be reading lord of the flies.  but reading's overrated anyway. 
here's what im a fan of: getting teachers off topic and accomplishing NOTHING. makes me prettttty happy. haha french?
okay, im done.
XOXO
E

Gah!

Ah okay now I am going to blog for realsies.

I am in such a good mood. Like, nothing is wrong right now. Except for my stupid stomach ulcer, but whatevers:)

I am extremely excited about our four day. And tomorrow night is probs gonna be super duper fun because the four of us are going to have a blast just decorating up a storm:)

haha torrey about five minutes ago I was listening to that song on your facebook, and then it came on my Pandora just now:) coincidences galore.

Yes, Ella, love, french is a blast. MOTHA FUCKA I WILL GOOGLE TRANSLATE YO ASS.
YOU DONT EVEN HAVE TO SUCK IT JUST COMES!
THATS HOW I LIKE MY BUNS. WITH SHIT COMING OUT OF THEM.
god, those dumb boys are so dumb.
also, vilar is a nut job. and she thinks things are hilarious when they have no comedic value whatsoever.

Gah. I like boys. Specifically 2.
1. I have thee biggest crush on matteo ever. EVER. and not even in a luke cardon way, like as in, I get all tongue tied when he looks at me. haha its pathetic. and today, he was talking to walter and me about walt being all sad because lindsay viscomi rejected him, and matteos like (to me) "who is the woman that breaked his heart?" I was like "haha lindsay viscomi." and hes like "oh i know her. She is not too beautiful. at least its not her. That would be bad." then he points at me and winks. GAHHHH. Im just like "hubba hubba hubba."
But it doesnt matter.....because:)....
2) The Tan man:) gah. Caroline: clarification. I dont have an orgasm everytime i see him, my butterflies(inside my stomach) have little butterfly orgasms. Got it? (haha ella.) That boy just makes me so happy:)

I feel bad for mozi. I just keep on accidently breaking his little heart. :(

Thats all I can think of:)
l is for the way you look at me
o is for the only one i see
v is very very extraordinary
e is even more than anyone that you adore can love
is more than just a game for two.
Love was made for me and you:)
mack

My turn to be a commited blogger. Biology test? Yeah, I studied for like four seconds nd then went to stumble upon and just wasted hours. I found this really cute website though! It's called a beautiful mess blog I think. It's awesome! Check it out?
So French has been suprising me lately...like it's been really fun! Mackie...mother fucker imma GOOGLE TRANSLATE yo ass. god damn I love you.
Tomorrow us deca do-good ers are community servicing from 630 to 9! Joy joy joy. We'll make it fun, knowing us, though.
It's Wednesday, theoretically Friday, being that we don't have school thursday or Friday! Its goinng to be quite a wonderful weekend...I can just tell(:
And heres my deep thought for the while:
So. My crazy ass grand parents are in town. Its just pure entertainment for a whole week! They love each other, in a hating, bitter way. Old love. Makes me wonder how long people are meant to be together. Because theyve been married for 50+ years, and I wonder how much loving there is left in them. Does that make sense? Like are we meant to be with someone for that long? Does all 'everlasting' love.....last? I just dont know.
Ponder ponder ponder,
Xxo
E

Non slacker.

Im here! alive and well, and I have thought about blogging, but I have literally nothing to talk about. literally. NOTHING.
sooo...congrats to the xc ladies. and mar mar for her 4th place. and caroline for slaying in laurel:) y'all are studs. that is all.
I seriously dont even know what to talk about.
so this is officially the shortest blog post ever.
love you all:)
mack

run run run.....run run...run...run run....run....

so umm yes we are all slacking! ESPECIALLY MACK. Anyway, my mom just left for cali about an hour ago, and im doing homework and feeling sick:( i ran the 4.7 mile community race for whitefish trails today! i got some shirts, and it was a good 'waker-upper'! Emma was there volunteering, and connor ran too (but he ran the 10k)...my dad and i decided to run literally like 20 minutes before the start of the 4 mile haha. They let us register late though so we were ready just in time:) Mr. Saw also ran the 20k(like a half marathon i think) and i hear he slayed!!! Mrs. Gaertner was also there with her kids! so i talked to them for a little(: anyway i am really tired and i actually have alot of homework! i am also super sore from the race yesterday, and from plyos, and from the race today. It was all uphill for the first 3 miles, then downhill for a little, then all uphill for like the last 1.2 miles. Normally it would have been hard, but i ran it so easy because it was pretty much just a race to loosen me up from yesterdays race.  I wasnt even breathing hard...which was a first! It was really wierd running a race and not having to compete, just like doing it for fun.  Anyway, im listening to good music, and i think im going to finish all this homework, then go watch movies and sleep for the resta the day(: i love you all, t

At school I kept thinking of all these things i had to blog about...umm and I can't remember a single one right now! Oh yes...heres one: i personally photographed the hottest French foreigner ever today for the newspaper. God he's beautiful. And he knows me! Gahhhh.
So you will all miss me tomorrow, because I am staying home and taking care of my worthless brother because he's soooo sick and both my parents are gone! Men are so dramatic about being sick. Buck up and get you're own fucking chicken noodle soup! And no, I will NOT go get you a cookie. Your sick dumb ass. Okay...I love my brother. Duh. But really.
I'm not really getting stoked for divisionals yet! Tomorrow, maybe it will set in. I hope I do well! I've been cutting 30sec off my previous time every meet so hopefully I'm in the low 22s...is 21 too much to ask for? Haha we shall see. Depends on how much shit food I eat tomorrow because i have nothing better to do. And by shit food, I mean peanut butter and toast. Really. I'm quite the rebel.
So thats what's going on in my life. Wish me luck, tomorrow Ill be trapped with a melodramatic 11 year old, and nothing to keep me occupied but pretty little liars, revenge, and gossip girl episodes. Lord help me.
Xoxo E

sickness and TV

So im sick. I was about to come to school, but no. And so now, i am feeling good enough to stand up and walk away from the countless keeping up with the kardashians and gossip girl  reruns, and actually use my brain for something other than the TV volume control, and write this blog. It may be short, it may be long. Depends on how i end up feeling. I am pretty sure im going to brave school tomorrow, which is pretty exciting since it has been 4 whole days...3 whole days of no running....bill says that can affect a race time...ughhhh. I am freaking out for divisionals, but i guess i can only do my  best....but it sure has the potential to be really disappointing! So ummm i wish i had something cool to say, but all i can tell you is: well 1: i watched all the episodes and specials on Kim's wedding, and yes it was amazing, yes i wish i had that much money, yes i love her, and yes i am still or even more uber-obsessed with her life. Creepy? i think not...come on, its kim kardashian we are talking about. ummm lets seee...oh 2: ELLA I AM CAUGHT UP ON GOSSIP GIRL! I HATE CHARLIE. I LOVE DAN. I LOVE BLAIR. AND I LOVE THE PRINCE MORE THAN YOU KNOW. Seriously ladies and gentleman, if i could have Kims life, Myself (yes i like myself), and Blairs prince...umm yeah i would have a great time.  Or even just my own life and her prince...because technically i would just turn into a princess and ummm my life would pretty much turn out the same. ohh and last but not least i would like to say: 3. I am really excited for xc, yes i missed you guys too (ahh im so cute), and i will see you tomorrow! hugs, but not too close since i dont want to spread disease....<3 torrey

good evening whitefish Montana!
we have endured possibly one of the rainiest days possible..
welcome to fall!
I'm finding it relatively hard to let go of those warm summer night carefree days without homework or stress.. how i wish it could be summer forever
...but I should probably get over that.. since were about a month into the school year!!
yuck.
so on a more positive note.. the topic you are all dying to hear the juicy details on..
jace
welll as much as I hate to disappoint everyone (cept Mackie(;).. sadly there are no "juicy" details at this moment.. apparently he's telling people we have a thing? and trust me.. that is fine by me! I just feel like there's like a mutual understanding that we like eachother.. but it has not been expressed verbally to me yet.. i have decided that possibly.. I may have to put up with a period of boringness for this to work out.. haha I'm trying real hard to take things slow.. I just really hope it works out(: wish me luck!(:
goodluck to my cross country ladies and ms Caroline tomorrow.. me and Macdaddy will be there to cheer you all on(:
love you all <3 (:(:
Marla fey(:

Karma workout today...and it was amazing. Torrey and I lucked out for sure! I mean I think I was due for some good.
Since I'm gone tomorrow i did absolutely none of my homework. It's pretty great. I played the guitar for like four hours. One of these days I'll actually have something to show for it. I can play oh Susanna and country road take me home and freefalling by Tom petty. Prettttyy exciting.
Maybe I'm just PMSey...but I'm constantly on the verge of tears. I don't even get why!Were going to pole bridge this weekend...i think it's going to make everything better.
So fall is taking over... I want to be five again and rake huge ass piles of leaves and jump in them and have nothing to worry about. Oh the days of stretchy pants and turtlenecks. Am I depressing you yet? Haha sorryy.
Satturday is our home meet!! I'm stoked(: hopefully we kick ass. We will. We always do.
Oxox
E

kkkkkkk...karma!

AHH it has been too long since i blogged...a couple days?...im trying to get back into the habit:) welllll, i may also be avoiding doing homework...as always:) so mack and ella are gone tomorrow for freeflow...and i have a stand meeting that i cant forget about! ahh....marlow how was your little lunch date with jaceyyy?:) while we were checking out good old DECA, you were racking up the romance!! ahaaaaaaa:) So im exhausted and if i want to go to bed early i should probably be doing my homework:) i feel horrible. like a super bad, sinful person.. i havent ridden or even really taken care of my horsey in like a month...and i miss her so much, but i never have time! ugghhhhh:( im so sad! it makes me so sad to think that she is down at the barn right now, hanging out, all alone and probably cold...and she must miss me! poor baby:( I WILL RIDE HER THIS WEEKEND if i can....i just want XC to be over so i can ride her everyday again:) i miss it so much, and everyday i put off riding, i lose a little more of my talent! so tomorrow night is team dinner, and im nervous, because 1. i have to make a dessert and 2. that means that the race is the morning after it. ughhh im nervous. but if i completely fail at my goal (bills goal for me) then i will and theres nothing i can do about it...and i will do better the next meet. i hope:) Ella im excited to run with you! since jv and varsity are together, tis will be a blast. Okay i need to do my math. oh one last thing before i go: so on our workout today in xc, it was a karma workout, meaning the laps around kiddie park depended on the card you drew every time. and we did it 6 times. well my karma was amazing, and i only had to run 2 2-lappers, and then 4 1-lappers....yes:) this girl has some good karma, even though she neglects her horse. its pretty much animal abuse, and i feel so bad.
kisses t

Somewhere Over the Rainbow

Somewhere over the rainbow theres a place where school doesnt exist. Can we go? Please?

Nooo torrey:p I dont think "fall for" is the correct term....I just find a guy I like and then its like, BA BAM BAM. haha but no, I dont think its a bad thing:)

guess what? I didnt have ANY homework tonight! cray cray? yeppers. So I just ate lasagna and watched New Girl:) super duper fun!

ALSO. Permit for me! woohoo!

so does anyone else think that caitlin and alyssa just made up their "boyfriends" because the boys facebooks are lacking. Like, they are friends with each other, Caitlin, and alyssa. Suspicious? yep. OR they are creepy rapist pedos. WHATEVER.

Im gonna go to the grocery store, and DRIVE:) sweet doggie!
evoluoyI
Mack

BLAH...im tired

Mack, you always fall for guys so fast! THATS NOT A BAD THING. its just cute how youre so "butterfly"-ish so soon....just dont fuck him from all your sexual cravings...gottit? good! Anyway i like the new background! its beautiful:)) we needed a little change! So i am exhausted every day in school now because, well its just so boring.  And then xc is hard, and i get even more tired! AND HUNGRY! HUNGRY HUNGRY HUNGRY. all the freaking time.  There has to be something wrong with that. Today, in xc, i did the workout and actually ran the whole time with emma and maya and becca, and it was super hard, but i did it! and this year i havent been able to yet because they are so freaking fast, and im so out of shape....cue the food. So right now, i am pretending i have something interesting to say, and putting off all of my homework. Which, yes, is a LOT.  Ugh, and i feel all sick because i just ate a huge dinner, and im having really bad cramps. You know what kind of cramps i mean little ladies.  So, to drag this on longer, i am going to focus on all of your lives. Mackie has a man. A pretty funny man. A pretty good guy for her! (yes mack i am proud of you!) haha even though you guys tried this last year (thats okay.) but i forgot, why did your guys relationship end last year? did it just fizzle? i dont remember. fill me in. Marlow, well one thing we need to work on is you taking ella and i to lunch with you and mack instead of taking stupid guys! Bros before hoes man....or in our case i guess its hoes before bros? if you didnt catch that...ELLA AND I NEED A RIDE! DITCH THE MEN! So yeah darlingggg, you should blog soon, and fill me in a little more about Jace. This website in confidential lady, so spill all:) unless theres nothing to spill just yet...in that case, blabber. Ella....you and i are together alot now because of xc...its nice to have someone there other than...well yeah.  And we were stranded at lunch today because of an issue already addressed....so hopefully MARLOW WILL GROW SOME WOMAN BALLS AND DRIVE US! Ohhh marlow, im only being this dramatic to bully you:) please, feel ashamed:) Ella, well you have a man dilemma, sorta, in the background i guess. Connor sucks at dancing, and after he raped you, i watched him the rest of the night raping people like emma and kelsey mcfeely ect...it was gross. So umm if  you can get over that, then i have just got to say he is still pretty good looking:) naked. naked. naked. And caroline, well we all know who shes digging on:) i missed him so much! He makes my afternoon so much more bearable. So this is getting fairly long. i have got GOT GOT to do homework! kisses hugs and hickeys, hearts torrey<3
ps. ELLA. i dont actually want to see connor naked. Im not that sexually mature yet...unlike someone else i know;0

AHHHH. I am a happy camper:)
Things are just so stinking good sometimes it makes me want to throw up a rainbow.
I freaking hate drivers ed so much its not even funny. Except today, on our drive, mr caldwell told me he saw me walking down the street, and pulled closer because he thought I was a hot mom or something, and then saw it was me and got all embarassed and told my mom. haha awk.
My parents are really making me angry. Theyre all up in my business 24/7. Its quite frustrating. Im sad that tom tom dont like caroline:( but I think he will. OR he is just a homosexual.
A lot of things are annoying me recently. I dont even know why...
But they are all overshadowed:)
You guys, I like him so much. As I told caroline tonight, every time I think about it, my stomach has a little butterfly orgasm. IT MAKES ME SO FREAKING HAPPY I WANT TO DIE. I WANT TO FROLIC THROUGH A FIELD OF DAISIES AND SING SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW AND EAT LOLLIPOPS AND PUT MY HAIR IN PIGTAILS AND THEN JUMP IN A LAKE OF HAPPY GUMDROPS THAT SING ITS A SMALL WORLD. EEEEEEEEEK.
ok Im done. I wont talk about it anymore. Sorry you had to sit through my gushing. I promise no more:)
Love to you all
mack.
Ps. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! (You didnt actually think I was done, did you?:p)

ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

SO ITS OUR YEAR ANNIVERSARY!  YESS!! Im proud to say im the first to blog about this incident:) Im so sad that i couldnt come with yall to macks house last night, it was a bummer going home and going to bed...but i guess i did need the sleep...maybe:p The dance was super fun, even though most of the songs sucked butt, like the country ones haha. the only thing that made those fun was jimmy singing ALL the lyrics:) Mack i missed you there! i wish you had come, but thats okay, we have 3 more:) ...only 3...thats so sad! anyway i got sooo sweaty, as did everyone else, and my feet hurt like no other today. But regarding our 1 year anniversary, i just want to say that i love you all, and lets keep this thing going until senior year! maybe we can get caroline hooked too:) I love you all for everything you are, for marlow  being a stud muffin and such and adorable dork, for ella being the butt of all sexual jokes and loving it, for mackie making everything sexual and somehow making everyone else okay with it:p, and for caroline who is so innocent but is transforming into someone who says "butt rape" and "fuck!". haha oh darling:p anyway, i will see you all tomorrow, and now we have 2 reasons for a party: carolines bday and our anniversary! I hope the powwow was fun last night,  even though i was gone;p  kisses and hugs, and in some cases, some gyrating. Torrey<3

Mlehhhhhhhhhhhhh...I am happy:)and the only bad thing that happened today was nathan annoying the crap outta me at church. Which he does every wednesday...so nothing new there.
BUT other than that, good day:) good day, indeed.
Also piper is a beeyatch. I am just not happy with her. but whatevs, shell get over it:)
Im tired, and bored, and I have a cold.
GOING TO SLEEP.
Goodnight, lovelies:)
macksack

Long, but good.

Like I said, my day was entirely too long. But it was good(: I didnt die on my drive! then went and laid on the middle school lawn for about an hour and a half with tanner and henry, then we went and met up with zeek and simon and elias and bailey at the bulldog, then on to the bonfire! fun fun stuff:) I am starting to really really really like him. And yes, it is SEXUAL. Tor whore, Elias thinks you guys are together, if not dating. Marlow, pick whoever you want, just pick one already! and ella bella, I think you should just keep connor a possibility in case nothing better comes along. That sound TERRIBLE, but Im honest:) Brandon is a bitch. He is annoying the bejesus out of me. Sooooo I have drivers ed in the morn and I am pooped! so, toodloo for now:)
love
mack

togas and cowgirls and jersey shore oh my!!

Salad dressing day.  Really?  I mean props for thinking outside the box.  I went for the classy rose embroidered sheet toga look today.  Tomorrow, caroline and i are gunna be twindians! is that racist?  probably!  pep rally was tonight...mackie and tanner ooo la la!! lemme tell ya..SEXUAL TENSION. tension? is that the right word? maybe it was just flat out SEXUAL.  who knows. 
so i still don't really want to officially cast my vote with who marlow should go with...because it's really not going to matter.  i'd be happy to see you with either!  just make it happen:) kay?
and speaking of BOYS....i don't know what to do about conner.  should i persue? or just back off? there's just this akward factor that he has and i don't know how to look past it.
eyahhh torrey...none of us really bought the whole Elias thing anyway.  you and koler are kinda...perfect?
and im going to reiterate mackie's earlier statement of a girls night.  this weekend! we need it.  bad. 
and that's that.
XO
E

FYI: Ella didnt vote yet. So technically Johnny is winning:) and I am not a party pooper, thank you very much. I will participate, just not with the enthusiasm that you wish for. and I am a tad impressed that you know a word with more than five letters other than your name;) I loveeeeeee you. I am actually so pumped for our twitches though. Im coming over tomorrow to help you style and to make our necklaces ok?
I am slightly annoyed with piper. But not a buttload, just a pinkyload.
I like this abundance of blogging.
mlehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I have nothing else to say, I was just bored.
kay bye.
m

Torrey Torrey Torrey(: you love for Koler becomes more and more obvious by the day(: I am so glad you have finally come to terms with the inevitable. haha look and that big word Mackie!! impressed?(: haha okay soo homecoming officially begins tomorrow.. how very exciting. every party has it's pooper.. and obviously.. that's why we invited Mackie(; hahaha how can you not love homecoming? whats not to love? were Gunna be twitchess!!!! ahhhh! I'm so stoked(: so I can't wait to see everyone all dressed up tomorrow! should be pretty freaking awesome! hall decorating was a mess. haha luckily.. I bolted before it needed to be cleaned up! I'm glad it worked out with Phoebe tho(: well the love life of marlow has become a little more exciting than usual.. options options.. looks like we need torreys vote to break the tie(;
well goodnight for now(:
love you all!(:
marlow(:

I know now:)

Umm so koler is retarded sometimes, yes super retarded, but he loves me (obviously) and i love him most of the time:) we have gotten so close its crazyyyy! Anyway thats old news now so lets all forget about it:P im so excited for this week, and i think im going to be semi-original french dressing for salad dressing day. Yeah ill be a little french girl, maybe:) and yes our hall sucked butt in the beginning but phoebe and i worked together (yes and she didnt hate on me! it was fun!) and we were like the last ones there doing everything, and its not too bad! I mean obviously the juniors will win, but we wont take last, hopefully! Also, walter is retarded and super funny. ha. but someone blog something about anything. i want to obsess over something other than myself:p! har de har har. ooo koler just texted me xoxo loves, torrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr(ey)

Torrey, we know. We have always known. And don't make us say I told you so.

We didn't start the fire It was always burning since the world's been turning, No, we didn't start the fire (We didn't start the fire), No, we didn't light it, but we tried to fight it

The song, we didnt start the fire (the title) played while i was doing my warmup today, and i really didnt leave my head all day. EVEN during the race. So i loved that course so much:) it was amazing, and im super stoked on life because i get to run on it again at state, and umm,  i hope i slay!! Well i will slay my last time, but actually slaying would be the definition of what mckenna does when she runs 17.30 3 milers. So anyway, the bus ride there was nice, i slept alot.  Its wierd to think that it was this morning that i got up at 4am and got on the bus at 530am. It feels like yesterday! or 2 months ago! anyway i have got to go, but i love you all, and im pretty sure i love koler. xoxo t

Ba Dum Bum Chhhh!

hello ladies:)
sooooo....I am bored. and exhausted. hmm...what a combination! maybe I should, I dont know, SLEEP. yeah, planning on it.
Drivers ed is so freaking dumb. If they want us to learn to be good drivers, they should have class when we are AWAKE.
Why are the teachers giving so much homework this week? tis ridick.
ughhhh....I am so done with this week. It has been long and tedious.
I feel like we need to have a girls night. It's been far too long since we were all together.
I am not that excited for homecoming. I don't really see the appeal?
I dont know what else to sayyyyyy!!!!
that is all.
shhhhh:)
solberg is a fucking psycho. She has cancelled, uncancelled, and recancelled the disney trip in the last two days. Bipolar.
I want an african child.
GOODNIGHT.
Mack
PS. I am in LOVE with the new Pandora:)

starts with a b and ends in a g...with lo in the middle. whats that spell?? haaha figure it out TORREY. Practice was an ass burner. Be prepared for some tight buns tomorrow!

life? what?

Blogging? Friends? Life? Fun? Laughter? Sorry its been so long since i had to remember any of those words because right now LIFE IS BORING AS, well, AS BORING AS BORING CAN BE.  I have forgotten that it may not be healthy for me to completely neglect having a life.  But i seriously think it is just as unhealthy to live life without blogging religiously...which i havent been doing. Better get to that. Anyway, homecoming week should get some giggles out:) I am so excited! Woot woot! Im just excited for the dance pretty much:) oh and the football game a little...even though i dont understand crap.  Homecoming princess? I hope to god mason gets it:) i love her more than you know! She is in the process of drawing/painting an inspirational picture for me and its gonna be B-E-A-utiful (knowing her skills baby!). Anyway, mackie please blog about your life soon:) i miss you honey pumpkin! And someone tell marlow she better hurry her speedybutt up and blog! Okay so for student council its my responsibility to get as many people as possible in our grade to have homecoming school spirit:p So just for reminders, 1-5 at the school:) bring a mirror if possible (very not possible for most:p), old bulldog memorabilia (shirts, ect.) and a picture of yourself to hang from the ceiling:)! sounds like a plan? plan.  I LOVE OUR SCHOOL! (ha. ha.) but seriously, its pretty cool sometimes. Off to do my homework suckers, xoox and lots of torrey love<3

neglection no longer!

alright...im gunna start making this a regular habit again! it's like my therapy, anyway. (and lord knows im in need of it these days!)
holy fuck school has BEGUN.  im a little shocked that summer is gone, and it's like 30 degrees every morning now! so...um FALL? really.  not quite, but thinking about it.
homecoming is a week away, and thanks to our genius student council *cough cough torrey and caroline! we have quite the week too look forward to! from salad dressing to wacky and tacky, im forecasting it to be wildly successful.
thankyou for the beautiful photos, girls.  i would just like to let you know that i have a sign hanging in my room that reads: keep calm and eat a cupcake.  it makes me pretty happy.
you know what also makes me happy? or atleast laugh? my brother thinking the pretty decorated tampon boxes under my bed were my secret stash of candy. haha im sure you can imagine his face when he broke into it and found...TOOTSIE ROLLS? nope, lol that's a tampon. (we're learning.)  jesus.
so my life is a bit of a cluster fuck these days...but im trying to keep things going smooth as possible.  haha it's not really working.  my life is the consistancy of cottage cheese.  METAPHOR! my mother would be proud.
alright. well that's the update.
tata for now.
E

Gloomy day...

So mackie, those pictures made me happy:) Like the weather today, i am feeling a bit gloomy. Lazy as always, but sorta sad for no apparent reason. I skipped out on helping with the XC float at noon today, because, well today is sunday, and sunday is for my relaxation:)  Koler wanted to hang out, so i may invite him over later to hang out at my house, bake a little, and talk i guess...and i feel bad because poor elias and i have not hung out in a couple weekends, but i guess thats okay because i see him 6 out of 7 days of the week at XC. Pretty useful:) Anyway, the race yesterday was pretty great. I mean i was pretty nervous, god knows why...but then my mommy came to watch right before the race started! so as i was walking up to the starting line, i saw her and i gave her a hug and it made me happy:p The race itself was painful, but i ran 30 seconds faster than i have all season, which is still super slow for me overall, but for the season its good i guess:) 5th on varsity sorta sucks but i guess it could be worse. By the enda the season im hoping to be up behind Nicole. So all day i have just  been listening to music, and doing homework and calligraphy slowly but surely. I miss all you guys so much. Marlow, i never see you! Mackie, i see you alot(ish), but i will be seeing you even more very soon! And you got to listen to my favorite jokes in the world last night. Ella, we are pretty much together all the time now because of XC...and we should start going to youth group with macks on wednesdays when possible. And last but not least, i would like to point out what all of you already know....ITS CAROLINES BIRTHDAY! and yes i know she probably will never see this, but that doesnt matter because its the thought that counts! I LOVE YOU CAROLINE<3 Well i am going to get back to gloomin' on this gloomy day:) kisses and hugs, and lots of love <3 torrey

It takes patience to become the best runner you can be. Top athletes realize that running is a long-term sport. It is set up for people who value delayed gratification and who like hard-earned success.

   "Every day in Africa a gazelle wakes up.

It knows it must run faster than the fastest lion or it will be killed.
 Every morning a lion wakes up. It knows that it must outrun the slowest gazelle or it will starve to death.
 It doesn’t matter whether you are a lion or a gazelle.
When the sun comes up, you better be running."

Happy almost anniversary:)

Ladies! in two weeks it will be the blogs one year anniversary! awww:) I really dont like this blog neglection though. SO I am choosing to spice things up torrey style and post a buttton of pictures:p also because i am very very bored.

so beautiful.

hahaha his book is upside down.

This is a rice field!