sickness and TV

So im sick. I was about to come to school, but no. And so now, i am feeling good enough to stand up and walk away from the countless keeping up with the kardashians and gossip girl  reruns, and actually use my brain for something other than the TV volume control, and write this blog. It may be short, it may be long. Depends on how i end up feeling. I am pretty sure im going to brave school tomorrow, which is pretty exciting since it has been 4 whole days...3 whole days of no running....bill says that can affect a race time...ughhhh. I am freaking out for divisionals, but i guess i can only do my  best....but it sure has the potential to be really disappointing! So ummm i wish i had something cool to say, but all i can tell you is: well 1: i watched all the episodes and specials on Kim's wedding, and yes it was amazing, yes i wish i had that much money, yes i love her, and yes i am still or even more uber-obsessed with her life. Creepy? i think not...come on, its kim kardashian we are talking about. ummm lets seee...oh 2: ELLA I AM CAUGHT UP ON GOSSIP GIRL! I HATE CHARLIE. I LOVE DAN. I LOVE BLAIR. AND I LOVE THE PRINCE MORE THAN YOU KNOW. Seriously ladies and gentleman, if i could have Kims life, Myself (yes i like myself), and Blairs prince...umm yeah i would have a great time.  Or even just my own life and her prince...because technically i would just turn into a princess and ummm my life would pretty much turn out the same. ohh and last but not least i would like to say: 3. I am really excited for xc, yes i missed you guys too (ahh im so cute), and i will see you tomorrow! hugs, but not too close since i dont want to spread disease....<3 torrey

good evening whitefish Montana!
we have endured possibly one of the rainiest days possible..
welcome to fall!
I'm finding it relatively hard to let go of those warm summer night carefree days without homework or stress.. how i wish it could be summer forever
...but I should probably get over that.. since were about a month into the school year!!
yuck.
so on a more positive note.. the topic you are all dying to hear the juicy details on..
jace
welll as much as I hate to disappoint everyone (cept Mackie(;).. sadly there are no "juicy" details at this moment.. apparently he's telling people we have a thing? and trust me.. that is fine by me! I just feel like there's like a mutual understanding that we like eachother.. but it has not been expressed verbally to me yet.. i have decided that possibly.. I may have to put up with a period of boringness for this to work out.. haha I'm trying real hard to take things slow.. I just really hope it works out(: wish me luck!(:
goodluck to my cross country ladies and ms Caroline tomorrow.. me and Macdaddy will be there to cheer you all on(:
love you all <3 (:(:
Marla fey(:

Karma workout today...and it was amazing. Torrey and I lucked out for sure! I mean I think I was due for some good.
Since I'm gone tomorrow i did absolutely none of my homework. It's pretty great. I played the guitar for like four hours. One of these days I'll actually have something to show for it. I can play oh Susanna and country road take me home and freefalling by Tom petty. Prettttyy exciting.
Maybe I'm just PMSey...but I'm constantly on the verge of tears. I don't even get why!Were going to pole bridge this weekend...i think it's going to make everything better.
So fall is taking over... I want to be five again and rake huge ass piles of leaves and jump in them and have nothing to worry about. Oh the days of stretchy pants and turtlenecks. Am I depressing you yet? Haha sorryy.
Satturday is our home meet!! I'm stoked(: hopefully we kick ass. We will. We always do.
Oxox
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kkkkkkk...karma!

AHH it has been too long since i blogged...a couple days?...im trying to get back into the habit:) welllll, i may also be avoiding doing homework...as always:) so mack and ella are gone tomorrow for freeflow...and i have a stand meeting that i cant forget about! ahh....marlow how was your little lunch date with jaceyyy?:) while we were checking out good old DECA, you were racking up the romance!! ahaaaaaaa:) So im exhausted and if i want to go to bed early i should probably be doing my homework:) i feel horrible. like a super bad, sinful person.. i havent ridden or even really taken care of my horsey in like a month...and i miss her so much, but i never have time! ugghhhhh:( im so sad! it makes me so sad to think that she is down at the barn right now, hanging out, all alone and probably cold...and she must miss me! poor baby:( I WILL RIDE HER THIS WEEKEND if i can....i just want XC to be over so i can ride her everyday again:) i miss it so much, and everyday i put off riding, i lose a little more of my talent! so tomorrow night is team dinner, and im nervous, because 1. i have to make a dessert and 2. that means that the race is the morning after it. ughhh im nervous. but if i completely fail at my goal (bills goal for me) then i will and theres nothing i can do about it...and i will do better the next meet. i hope:) Ella im excited to run with you! since jv and varsity are together, tis will be a blast. Okay i need to do my math. oh one last thing before i go: so on our workout today in xc, it was a karma workout, meaning the laps around kiddie park depended on the card you drew every time. and we did it 6 times. well my karma was amazing, and i only had to run 2 2-lappers, and then 4 1-lappers....yes:) this girl has some good karma, even though she neglects her horse. its pretty much animal abuse, and i feel so bad.
kisses t

Somewhere Over the Rainbow

Somewhere over the rainbow theres a place where school doesnt exist. Can we go? Please?

Nooo torrey:p I dont think "fall for" is the correct term....I just find a guy I like and then its like, BA BAM BAM. haha but no, I dont think its a bad thing:)

guess what? I didnt have ANY homework tonight! cray cray? yeppers. So I just ate lasagna and watched New Girl:) super duper fun!

ALSO. Permit for me! woohoo!

so does anyone else think that caitlin and alyssa just made up their "boyfriends" because the boys facebooks are lacking. Like, they are friends with each other, Caitlin, and alyssa. Suspicious? yep. OR they are creepy rapist pedos. WHATEVER.

Im gonna go to the grocery store, and DRIVE:) sweet doggie!
evoluoyI
Mack

BLAH...im tired

Mack, you always fall for guys so fast! THATS NOT A BAD THING. its just cute how youre so "butterfly"-ish so soon....just dont fuck him from all your sexual cravings...gottit? good! Anyway i like the new background! its beautiful:)) we needed a little change! So i am exhausted every day in school now because, well its just so boring.  And then xc is hard, and i get even more tired! AND HUNGRY! HUNGRY HUNGRY HUNGRY. all the freaking time.  There has to be something wrong with that. Today, in xc, i did the workout and actually ran the whole time with emma and maya and becca, and it was super hard, but i did it! and this year i havent been able to yet because they are so freaking fast, and im so out of shape....cue the food. So right now, i am pretending i have something interesting to say, and putting off all of my homework. Which, yes, is a LOT.  Ugh, and i feel all sick because i just ate a huge dinner, and im having really bad cramps. You know what kind of cramps i mean little ladies.  So, to drag this on longer, i am going to focus on all of your lives. Mackie has a man. A pretty funny man. A pretty good guy for her! (yes mack i am proud of you!) haha even though you guys tried this last year (thats okay.) but i forgot, why did your guys relationship end last year? did it just fizzle? i dont remember. fill me in. Marlow, well one thing we need to work on is you taking ella and i to lunch with you and mack instead of taking stupid guys! Bros before hoes man....or in our case i guess its hoes before bros? if you didnt catch that...ELLA AND I NEED A RIDE! DITCH THE MEN! So yeah darlingggg, you should blog soon, and fill me in a little more about Jace. This website in confidential lady, so spill all:) unless theres nothing to spill just yet...in that case, blabber. Ella....you and i are together alot now because of xc...its nice to have someone there other than...well yeah.  And we were stranded at lunch today because of an issue already addressed....so hopefully MARLOW WILL GROW SOME WOMAN BALLS AND DRIVE US! Ohhh marlow, im only being this dramatic to bully you:) please, feel ashamed:) Ella, well you have a man dilemma, sorta, in the background i guess. Connor sucks at dancing, and after he raped you, i watched him the rest of the night raping people like emma and kelsey mcfeely ect...it was gross. So umm if  you can get over that, then i have just got to say he is still pretty good looking:) naked. naked. naked. And caroline, well we all know who shes digging on:) i missed him so much! He makes my afternoon so much more bearable. So this is getting fairly long. i have got GOT GOT to do homework! kisses hugs and hickeys, hearts torrey<3
ps. ELLA. i dont actually want to see connor naked. Im not that sexually mature yet...unlike someone else i know;0

AHHHH. I am a happy camper:)
Things are just so stinking good sometimes it makes me want to throw up a rainbow.
I freaking hate drivers ed so much its not even funny. Except today, on our drive, mr caldwell told me he saw me walking down the street, and pulled closer because he thought I was a hot mom or something, and then saw it was me and got all embarassed and told my mom. haha awk.
My parents are really making me angry. Theyre all up in my business 24/7. Its quite frustrating. Im sad that tom tom dont like caroline:( but I think he will. OR he is just a homosexual.
A lot of things are annoying me recently. I dont even know why...
But they are all overshadowed:)
You guys, I like him so much. As I told caroline tonight, every time I think about it, my stomach has a little butterfly orgasm. IT MAKES ME SO FREAKING HAPPY I WANT TO DIE. I WANT TO FROLIC THROUGH A FIELD OF DAISIES AND SING SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW AND EAT LOLLIPOPS AND PUT MY HAIR IN PIGTAILS AND THEN JUMP IN A LAKE OF HAPPY GUMDROPS THAT SING ITS A SMALL WORLD. EEEEEEEEEK.
ok Im done. I wont talk about it anymore. Sorry you had to sit through my gushing. I promise no more:)
Love to you all
mack.
Ps. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! (You didnt actually think I was done, did you?:p)

ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

SO ITS OUR YEAR ANNIVERSARY!  YESS!! Im proud to say im the first to blog about this incident:) Im so sad that i couldnt come with yall to macks house last night, it was a bummer going home and going to bed...but i guess i did need the sleep...maybe:p The dance was super fun, even though most of the songs sucked butt, like the country ones haha. the only thing that made those fun was jimmy singing ALL the lyrics:) Mack i missed you there! i wish you had come, but thats okay, we have 3 more:) ...only 3...thats so sad! anyway i got sooo sweaty, as did everyone else, and my feet hurt like no other today. But regarding our 1 year anniversary, i just want to say that i love you all, and lets keep this thing going until senior year! maybe we can get caroline hooked too:) I love you all for everything you are, for marlow  being a stud muffin and such and adorable dork, for ella being the butt of all sexual jokes and loving it, for mackie making everything sexual and somehow making everyone else okay with it:p, and for caroline who is so innocent but is transforming into someone who says "butt rape" and "fuck!". haha oh darling:p anyway, i will see you all tomorrow, and now we have 2 reasons for a party: carolines bday and our anniversary! I hope the powwow was fun last night,  even though i was gone;p  kisses and hugs, and in some cases, some gyrating. Torrey<3