SO.
Im tired. Tres fatigue.  And the week is closing.  One more day.  And then..she will sleep. 
oh deca...how you bring out the best (and worst) of us.  I am SO happy.  We all placed. 
Third? Im stoked.  Whatevs. First? for tor and mac? holy shit.  Words can't express:P
the kid who got 2nd in my category very well may drop out...and then i would take his place.
AND GO TO ORLANDO! id be okay with it because i tied (three way) with the butt.
the test screwed me....oh well.
for now, i wait. my future (if there is one involving a trip to orlando) will be revealed tmrw.
fngers crossed. sorta. 
personally, i had a shitty day. do i wanna talk about it? and realize the true meaning of what caused such feelings?
no not really.
i'll leave it at that. 
XO
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