Who deleted this the first time?!? Poop you.

Just listen. More than once because it gets better.

Thank you world, for snow ***

Okay, sorry for depressing you. Torrey, you're right. I should just get over myself and all those thoughts. Problem solved, however. I spent the day in on and above snow, all day, and it was magnificent. I know Mac and Marlow don't ski too often but still i think you can understand how amazing it is to carve through a fresh four inches, completely unscathed. We all have our different happy places --and that is mine. In a mere 48hours (I think) ...it will be a new new new NEW year!! I have like uh billion resolutions. So this is me... Happy again. Xoxo €££@

Beautiful!

HEY HEY HEY BEAUTIFUL LADIES. Hear that?? B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L. I love you all so much...and i miss you guys tons! I have been soooooo lazy. Maybe we should change that. Well maybe. Haha anyway, this blog is purely focused on responding to that last blog. There is no need for any of us to ever feel insecure! Sure, we all do feel insecure about ourselves sometimes. Uglier, fatter, shorter, not as funny, not as likable, not as unique. And it sucks!! But the thing is, if we are all feeling insecure about each other compared to one another, then whats the point?? We shouldnt compare ourselves to others...but its so darn hard! Well ladies, I want you all to know that I think you all are so beautiful, so funny, and so unique.Guess what? I will admit that I will look at you 4 sometimes, and be like DAMN I WISH I WAS THAT TALL and ect. But that okay  to me(: (and i have a possibility of growing hahah). Anyway, lets not compare ourselves to anyone, especially each other. Because we should be the ones supporting each other, not making one another feel down about themselves. Kisses my lovely ladies, and feel my love(: xxxx Torrey

Who was that? ----->

I think I'm too gullible. Too easy to think things will work, too nieve. I know I am...because people tell me I am. I am, arent I? Because that one guy...forgot about me already. And yes, I'm overreacting in the form of a blog post. I'm just silly to think that I EVER had a chance. Why am I still trying? I ll wake up tomorrow and be just as determined as today. There will always be someone prettier, funnier, better. Than me. And I know that, but I pretend that I don't.

I'M BLOGGING.

So im hanging out, alone, at home, watching all of my recorded shows. LAAAZZYYY. Haha well being that i woke up at 12:15...what else am i supposed to do when im in a sleep coma?!? HOWEVER, the exciting thing is that right now, i am typing on my new laptop. Well, my dads extra laptop that is now mine as of yesterday! I love it(: and im eating chocolate. I wanna travel!! So i am just blabbering....ummm oh i forgot! CHRISTMAS! I had a super fun christmas, and i baked all day with my mom, and then we had a little party with our neighbors and another family with an adorable little 7 year old girl! It was fun(: I got some clothes, some fun stuff, and then my dad gave me some skis! But it has a twist, the skis are mens skis, and they are too big for my dad. They are 3 year old, unused, and limited edition. For a while, my dad wanted me to start up an ebay account and sell a bunch of stuff, and i would  get like 30% of the sale. So this is like my "big push" to start out, and the cool thing is that i get all of the money! around $700(: but i have to sell them first haha. As you also may know, i just sold my tele skis and made $600 and it all went into my bank account...may help with a car someday!! Alright im off to go watch Scouted...not a bad show(: love love love t(:

ho ho ho :)

Ahhhh...I love Christmas. :) It's the most wonderful time of year, you know? If only there was more snow...but alas. We shall survive without it. My family is having a very lazy Christmas day...alex and maggie are here, and were just hanging out. I miss my best friends... already. I feel like I've become so much more attached to all of you since even last year. There isn't a group of people that I love more than you four girls. And I thank you for being in my life...I hope you all have beautiful a Christmas, and when the frenzy has calmed, we will get together. :)

Santa brought me a new camera. :)

Merry Christmas, loves.
Mackie. :)

really? noones gunna blog on christmas eve? come on people lets not pretend that we have better things to do than blog on this fine Christmas morning(:  So first christmas that lauren doesnt believe in santa this year.. depressing depressing depressing. She still found the need to wake me and allie up at 730 to open presents.. ive never understood the appeal of waking up super early on christmas morning.  Wont the presents still be there after my 12+ hours of sleep?!! it boggles my mind.. oh well..(: santa brought me a new laptop! why you ask? because my mom lost mine. haha she would (: but i like this one better anyways!
hope santa was good to all of you! (:
i am so lucky to have all you lovely ladies in my life (:
love you (:
mf