Happy New Year's Eve!

Im super bored. And should be working on my essay. But alas, not happening. And I dont really have that much to say here either soooo.....
HAPPY FREAKING NEW YEAR!
Let's make it a good'n. :)

Who deleted this the first time?!? Poop you.

Just listen. More than once because it gets better.

Thank you world, for snow ***

Okay, sorry for depressing you. Torrey, you're right. I should just get over myself and all those thoughts. Problem solved, however. I spent the day in on and above snow, all day, and it was magnificent. I know Mac and Marlow don't ski too often but still i think you can understand how amazing it is to carve through a fresh four inches, completely unscathed. We all have our different happy places --and that is mine. In a mere 48hours (I think) ...it will be a new new new NEW year!! I have like uh billion resolutions. So this is me... Happy again. Xoxo €££@

Beautiful!

HEY HEY HEY BEAUTIFUL LADIES. Hear that?? B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L. I love you all so much...and i miss you guys tons! I have been soooooo lazy. Maybe we should change that. Well maybe. Haha anyway, this blog is purely focused on responding to that last blog. There is no need for any of us to ever feel insecure! Sure, we all do feel insecure about ourselves sometimes. Uglier, fatter, shorter, not as funny, not as likable, not as unique. And it sucks!! But the thing is, if we are all feeling insecure about each other compared to one another, then whats the point?? We shouldnt compare ourselves to others...but its so darn hard! Well ladies, I want you all to know that I think you all are so beautiful, so funny, and so unique.Guess what? I will admit that I will look at you 4 sometimes, and be like DAMN I WISH I WAS THAT TALL and ect. But that okay  to me(: (and i have a possibility of growing hahah). Anyway, lets not compare ourselves to anyone, especially each other. Because we should be the ones supporting each other, not making one another feel down about themselves. Kisses my lovely ladies, and feel my love(: xxxx Torrey

Who was that? ----->

I think I'm too gullible. Too easy to think things will work, too nieve. I know I am...because people tell me I am. I am, arent I? Because that one guy...forgot about me already. And yes, I'm overreacting in the form of a blog post. I'm just silly to think that I EVER had a chance. Why am I still trying? I ll wake up tomorrow and be just as determined as today. There will always be someone prettier, funnier, better. Than me. And I know that, but I pretend that I don't.

I'M BLOGGING.

So im hanging out, alone, at home, watching all of my recorded shows. LAAAZZYYY. Haha well being that i woke up at 12:15...what else am i supposed to do when im in a sleep coma?!? HOWEVER, the exciting thing is that right now, i am typing on my new laptop. Well, my dads extra laptop that is now mine as of yesterday! I love it(: and im eating chocolate. I wanna travel!! So i am just blabbering....ummm oh i forgot! CHRISTMAS! I had a super fun christmas, and i baked all day with my mom, and then we had a little party with our neighbors and another family with an adorable little 7 year old girl! It was fun(: I got some clothes, some fun stuff, and then my dad gave me some skis! But it has a twist, the skis are mens skis, and they are too big for my dad. They are 3 year old, unused, and limited edition. For a while, my dad wanted me to start up an ebay account and sell a bunch of stuff, and i would  get like 30% of the sale. So this is like my "big push" to start out, and the cool thing is that i get all of the money! around $700(: but i have to sell them first haha. As you also may know, i just sold my tele skis and made $600 and it all went into my bank account...may help with a car someday!! Alright im off to go watch Scouted...not a bad show(: love love love t(:

ho ho ho :)

Ahhhh...I love Christmas. :) It's the most wonderful time of year, you know? If only there was more snow...but alas. We shall survive without it. My family is having a very lazy Christmas day...alex and maggie are here, and were just hanging out. I miss my best friends... already. I feel like I've become so much more attached to all of you since even last year. There isn't a group of people that I love more than you four girls. And I thank you for being in my life...I hope you all have beautiful a Christmas, and when the frenzy has calmed, we will get together. :)

Santa brought me a new camera. :)

Merry Christmas, loves.
Mackie. :)

really? noones gunna blog on christmas eve? come on people lets not pretend that we have better things to do than blog on this fine Christmas morning(:  So first christmas that lauren doesnt believe in santa this year.. depressing depressing depressing. She still found the need to wake me and allie up at 730 to open presents.. ive never understood the appeal of waking up super early on christmas morning.  Wont the presents still be there after my 12+ hours of sleep?!! it boggles my mind.. oh well..(: santa brought me a new laptop! why you ask? because my mom lost mine. haha she would (: but i like this one better anyways!
hope santa was good to all of you! (:
i am so lucky to have all you lovely ladies in my life (:
love you (:
mf

Sowwy.

Im sorry, dear blog. For your neglection.
I promise, I will blog like a maniac when break arrives.
But now I'm just too tired.
I'm sorry.
Forgive me.
I still love you.

.....relax...

Im blogging. Yeah, i know. Ella, you convinced me to...sort of. But hey, thanks for reminding me! We had a lovely time at the gym today...even though it was my lazy day, and i was pretty lazy! Ha i am usually the one that works out hard at the gym, but only on hard days(:! Ummm so LIFE. umm Koler and i havent talked at all, but i hear from piper that you guys (ella and mack) talk to him. Well, it seems like he is feeling pretty great after leaving me here to live in this world with no friend. Joking, I have y'all.  But it sucks because i did talk to him about alot of things, and we were amazingly good friends along with everything else. And now, all of a sudden, he is just gone from my life completely in a day. Its like he was never here. But its sad, and i miss talking to him, and im almost in a little bit of a shock because its weird to think hes not here anymore. Of course, i cant be in a relationship right now and i definitely dont want to be, but I wish i still had him to talk to and to be a friend to. Merrrr....my life is so saddening just because i have no motivation right now. That may sound depressing, but thats only one side of things. On the other side, well when i think about being HAPPY i realize things arent as bad as i may have thought. This is a good thing for me to be away from him...girl power. I am going to take a lesson from Blair. Speaking of gossip girl, i know ELLA YOU NEED TO CATCH UP, but mack have you been watching it? Or catching up i guess? Because the most recent episode was so intense and i cried....but next week will be the best because i actually figure out the answers to the million cliffhangers from the last episode. I am rambling so bad right now...i need to de-stress. I am so frazzled right now! Off to some tea, food and a bath. Oh and lets not forget my 10 lovely candles...including my new vanilla one!(: ahhh life. But one last thing, i know that everyone says i am the last person that needs to talk about food intake and crap because i obviously eat like 400 elephants combined, and it doesnt normally show. Well right now, i feel so gross and i hate it!!! And maybe its the season, but maybe i should back off on the food a little....even though it is going to be really hard not to eat that 5th cupcake (ella you know what i am talking about). But i think i will put off trying to be healthy (even though the food i eat at home is pretty good) till winter is over. Or maybe till college. Or till i die. Whatever(: Mack, one last thought, i think we should go paint our santas and snowmen after the dance at your house...plan? plan. Love love love, T
ps. I am sorry i am such an antisocial blah lately. but hey, it happens to everyone. NOT A GOOD WEEK FOR ME. Lets all go on a trip together. Hawaii? Bahamas?? Mexico?? Argentina (its summer there!)?? plan plan plan. xoxo

wishing I had something exciting to blog about.. but I've got nothing.. haaha I feel like this is the time we should be blogging the most. so there are definitely some problems going on here.. 1. our lives are exciting and we aren't blogging about it
2. our lives are very boring.. and need some serious spicing up.
or 3. we are all lazy pieces of shit waiting for someone else to blog. accurate? absolutely. haha well let's figure it out ladies!!
love you all(:
(since Mackie took the plain old "m" imma write "mf" for marlow fey.. or that other thing(; hahaha)
MF(;

ella, dont tell me to blog when you havent either.
i dont feel like doing this.
later.

...........................
i lied
still in a shitty mood

STRESSED >:(

balls.  only 2 days at school this week, and the first has managed to be pretty much not very fun.  Okay, it had it's good moments, but i seriously am so overwhelmed.  loads of homework, including a math assignment that has already brought me to tears, and it doesn't stop there.  50 pages of to kill a mockingbird--just because bert thinks we have NO OTHER HOMEWORK....he assigns chapters 12-15 TONIGHT.  well fuck you, i'm going to spark notes. and on top of that, my computer = dead.  crashed, and gone to heaven, never coming back. it's DONE.  even best buy's finest confirmed it.  so now, i'm computerless, and on my way to hopeless.  you know what would have been the perfect remedy to all this bull$*%$?  skiing.  oh yeah...........the mountain isn't opening this weekend. 
 but it never helps to dwell on the negative, here's what was good about today.

one, i got to see all your loverly faces! (which i missed, implicetly)  two, i got an A on my english essay, which i was definitely not expecting/deserving of!  three, i drove around for like two hours with my dad and went shopping at target; he's quite the shopper, you know.  four, i had thai soup for dinner.  five, my grandma sent us one long home video of all my aunts and uncles (including my pops) childhoods and it's so funny to watch! six, we're playing pickleball in gym, but it really doesn't compare to badmiton.  seven, it's confirmed that i get to go to australia this summer! pretty neat right? 

i guess im not in that bad of a mood after all!
alright, i blogged. 
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