BRAIN DEAD

long time no post!
just got back from skijoring which was not thrilling nor boring.
it made me miss my horsies! and it also made me want to get torrey to snowmobile out to my house and make a track in the meadow and then we would have a skijoring track! haha it would be pretty sick.
i really have nothing much to report. still don't like anyone. (well don't significantly like anyone) i feel like i really shouldn't like casey. and i don't. but i do. but not alot. just a little. and its confusing and stupid. i don't even know him! so i shouldn't like him. right? someone needs to tell me what to do. because ive completely over thought it all and don't know how to think anymore.
haha that's it...im brain dead.
just spent a fantastic week with mackie!!! parents abandoned me and went to arizona. turds. and she got me hooked on Castle and i finally ate a pb&j! (hadn't had one since kindergarten)...haha
so now yer caught up. that was easy:P
xoxo
E

You and I 
You and I are nothing, yet we are everything
We are the moment between dreams and reality
We are the moment after you jump, but before you fall
We are the sunset, neither day or night
We are the spring, neither warm nor cool
We are an instant of indecision.
We are the words "i love you"
You and I are the words "i love you" 
Mack

Pepsi - Cindy Crawford - New Can (1992) - 0:30 (USA)

13 Year Old College Student Sues for "Age Discrimination"

hahah i just felt like showing yall this! this kid is stuck up and stupid in a super smart way! read ALL of this! xoox t

 Even at 13, Colin Carlson believes he's running out of time.

Colin is a sophomore at the University of Connecticut, seeking a bachelor's degree in ecology and evolutionary biology and another in environmental studies. But he's been knocked off course by the university's rejection of his request to take a class that includes summer field work in South Africa.

He and his mother say university officials told them he is too young for the overseas course. So he's filed an age discrimination claim with the university and U.S. Department of Education, which is investigating.

"I'm losing time in my four-year plan for college," he said. "They're upsetting the framework of one of my majors."

Michael Kirk, a spokesman for the university, would not comment on Colin's case. But he said that generally, safety is the university's first concern when travel is involved.

The university would not let Colin enroll, even after his mother, Jessica Offir, offered to release the university from liability and accompany her son as a chaperone at her own expense, she and Colin said.

Colin was 2 or 3 when he began reading on his own, Offir said, and was up to Harry Potter by the time he was 4. An only child, he has faced trouble before because of his brainpower. His kindergarten teacher would not allow him to take books with him at nap time, and he was ridiculed by other children who fired math questions at him to entertain themselves, she said.

"You have no idea what kids like this experience," Offir said.

Colin skipped two grades in public school and began taking psychology, history and other courses at the University of Connecticut when he was 9. He graduated from Stanford University Online High School at age 11, and soon after enrolled full-time at the University of Connecticut.

"I'm actually like any other student," he said. "The faculty and students have better things to do than worry about a 13-year-old holding his own."

Over the years, Colin, who said he is fascinated by natural ecosystems, has traveled extensively. He has gone sea kayaking off Nova Scotia and Ecuador, hiked in numerous national parks and, with his mother, has traveled across the U.S. by car.

"It's important to have a very wide world view," he said. "Biology is fundamentally about the diversity of life, with a focus across the planet."

Colin says the course in conservation work in South Africa would have been critical to his studies and the rejection has forced him to change his thesis plans.

He said that once he's completed his undergraduate studies, he wants a Ph.D. in ecology and evolutionary biology and a degree in environmental law for a career in conservation science. He intends to earn the two degrees by age 22.

Carl Schlichting, a professor of ecology and evolutionary biology who has taught Colin in two courses, said he is not only an outstanding student, but is unusually certain for a 13-year-old about where he is headed professionally.

"He has very strong ideas about what he wants to do," he said. "His self-confidence is very high. It's a very unusual package to see the intellect and confidence at that age."

To be eligible to study abroad, students may not be on university probation or academic probation and must have earned a grade point average of at least a "C" — no problem for Colin, who's an honor student with a near-perfect 3.9 grade point average.

The study abroad office and faculty member leading the trip ultimately decide who may go, Kirk said.

Brian Whalen, president and chief executive officer of the Forum on Education Abroad, a nonprofit member association of 400 schools, agencies and other groups, said he has not heard of another case where a college student Colin's age had tried to study abroad. When accepted into a college or university, a student generally is assumed to have access to academic programs, he said.

Although Colin was barred from the South Africa field trip course, he will participate in a National Science Foundation-funded research group that also will take him to South Africa to study plant ecology.

Colin and his mother say they would be satisfied if the university ensures that the NSF-funded research trip and a seminar fulfill the academic requirements of the course he originally sought. They also have asked that $5,000 in stipend and expenses be reimbursed.

Their lawyer, Michael Agranoff, said he wants to negotiate a solution. He and a lawyer for the state have scheduled their first meeting Friday, he said.

Colin says he would prefer not to have to fight, but he has no choice.

"When people are drawing lines in the sand, you're going to have to cross them," he said. "I'm not going back."

....whatever im 14 and a freshman! whatta loser....ha

no words...seriously

wow today was such an amazing day! but then i got home, ate way to much for dinner, and i have so much to study....not looking forward to the tests tomorrow one bit...im actually more scared for 21st than for math...well i have no motivation to study but im going to try! xoox t

Hey! I have never even heard of a name of the month? Where are you finding this information!? So yeah, I should probably be studying. But guess what I'm doing? Not studying. Yeah. That's all. I'm reallly bored. Something exciting happen. This town is dull. Blah.
Mack

200?(:

closing in on 200 posts yalll(: i would just post three right now but i feel like thats kinda cheating(:(:
so lets step it up!
and hold a 200th post party??

uhh duhhh(:
haha dont really have anything to say but that(:
i love you all.
alot.
but you knew that.
~marlow feyy(:
OMGEEE! marlow is kinda sorta thee..... NAME OF THE MONTH! HELLS YA!(:
only they add a stupid e on the end. like this:
marlowe.
dumb.. i know(:

random much?

okay so guys i havent posted in a while but im excited for monday! but im also dreading it! this weekend went by so fast and i didnt do anything!!!!! well i slept alot! right after school friday my mom took me up the the mountain and i went into my room in the condo and crashed until 10:30pm when my parents woke me up after they had gone out to dinner! i was alone in the condo for like a long time and i didnt even know it!!!!! not that creepy haha seriously lol and then yeah i rode mee horsey (shes adorable) and my trainer wants me to do 3 shows this summer!!!!!! heres everything that could go on this summer!(i have to pick and choose what i have time to do)
1.a month in france (fo sho babeee!)
2.drivers ed(will i make it in with all those 8th graders older than me wanting to do it? if not ill do flatheads:p)
3. 3 horse shows(in bend, oregon; then in vancouver, BC, and last in langley, BC)(like a total of a month to 5 weeks)
4.my parents going on a wine cruise for 2 weeks in turkey, spain, and italy, and greece
5.davos boat!!!!
6. ATLEAST 2 trips to LA!
7. hanging with all you! AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE!
8. oh and dont forget sleeping!
.........this is gonna be one VERY busy summer! hahah

hopefully henry comes to school tomorrow because he said thats what they are planning on but they may not make it in time.....haha he called me every night so far and im amazed how long we can talk on the phone!! we talk as long as possible til connor wants his phone back to call piper (of course i cant get in the way of piper and connors love!<3 haah) but we could talk for so much longer! haha its pretty awesome:p alrighty tighty im going to do a little deca and then go to bed! mack im not bringing any new deca stuff to school tomorrow k? cuz we dont need it right???? oh and marlow our history test is on tuesday right? better be!!!!


xoxo chicas lovey doveys:P <-----that kinda didnt make sense:p anywho i love yall to death extra kisses torrey

Out Of Reach by Matthew Perryman Jones


You're always bound to fall
there's nothing you can do
the weight of gravity begins
to pull you down again
so what are you to do now?
stuck between the hope and doubt
you get so close to clarity
makes you question everything

You're so far away
so far away from me
Is it starting to break
underneath my feet
You're so far away
Am I just out of reach?

We keep talking in circles
staring out with empty eyes
wanting to be known again
but so afraid of letting in
so do i leave it all to history?
will you ever answer me ?
do you still recognize my voice
or is it lost among the noise

You're so far away
so far away from me
Is it starting to break
underneath my feet
You're so far away
Am I just out of reach?

While the world unravels
we're kicking at shadows
and everyone around us
is making up chaos
oh, I cannot find you
I'm walking like I'm blinded
am I saying anything at all?

You're so far away
so far away from me
Is it starting to break
underneath my feet
Is it set in stone
could someone tell me please?
Am I all alone?
Am I just out of reach?

stats stats staticus:p

stats of all time:

United States- 1,519 views

United Kingdom- 24 views

Malaysia -14

Ukraine- 14

Denmark -11

Germany- 5

Russia- 5

Australia -2

India- 2

Italy -2

once you go salami you never go back! :8

yeah so guys, guess what.....90.26% overall in math. yeah im THAT FREAKING CLOSE! hey but its an A so you know im happy happy happy! Gosh i better do well on finals!!!!!!!! so im totally putting off homework and i have only done the 1st 2 problems in math and thats it tonight...i dont know what is wrong with me but i cant do it...its so boring and im sooo tired! And i need to study for hockey...well i should go sorry for the short post i will get into detail more later my chicaboos! Oh and i got my phone back!

xoxo torrey bo borrey (who loves all yaaalllll)

ps. "once you go salami, you never go back."

                        quoted: from the food channel!

ummmm me and simone kinda just helped the boys freshman team win their game(; we made signs that said "WE LOVE OUR FRESHMAN" it was truely beautiful. we got so many glares(: oh joy. mackie you really missed out dog! haha party pooper(; ahaha love you darlin!
Marlow feyy(:(:

Woot woot!

Oh me oh my that was ahh-mazing! We were down by two with eight seconds left, and Cooper gets double teamed and then just chucks the ball at the basket for the three with .9 seconds left. It goes in, and we win 55-54!:) crazzyyyy!

Chica boom boom

Oh my geez I am very much with you ladies! Torrey knows, from that one night! Haha oh goodness. Anyways, Ella I am also glad to hear this. Because it's just a stupid deca event. Besides caroline was the one who was super piased anyways. And yes Torrey OF COURSE I HAVE HEARD THAT SONG! I have listened to every single one of his songs available! Don't you remember my love for him? Also, we lost the bball game by more than forty points. Yeah so, tomoorowwwww should be fairly easy except for the French test which I am scared of. Oh well! Math test was a breeze and tomoro is Friday! Woohoo! I am exhausted. Off to bed! Farewell my lovelies:)
Mack
ps. New favorite song lyric quote thingy: "cause in the end were all fools and whores livin in a wasteland." -wasteland, augustana.
Idk why? But I love it:)

yeppppppp

pps. idk if you guys know this song, its not super new, but the song sweet serendipity by like lee dewyze haha xoxo

umm

ps. we have a viewer from Slovenia....where is that? ha

xo t

coecoe

Ah marlow thats so cute:) its nice to know someone else knows how i feel!!! Gosh marlowww i cant wait til we have art together next semester instead of history! mr.carmichael is nice and all, but art sounds wayyyy betta:p and ella bella love will come to you, do not fear my tan tall blond buddy!:p i have faith!! also, im glad you arent upset at me and mackie because we really didnt mean to make you guys upset or anything:/ and dont worry you guys have worked on it so much you ARE GUARANTEED SUCCESS (youre a winner):p hahah so today was boring, and i was sound asleep in the car after school as my mom drove me to riding hahah she was like "TORREY WAKE UP WE ARE AT THE BARN!!!!!!!!!!!!" x5...hahah but then i went to riding, all the girls were there, and i left feeling goofy and super hyper! hehe and that brought me here:p so yeah i need NEED need NEED need NEED need NEED NNNNNNNNEEEEEEEEEE-EEEEEEDDDDD to do my homework! okay xoox dearys love you to death and more XOXOXO torrey coecoe

loveless

deep stuff!  i wish i had some story to add to yours but alas...love has not yet found this girl.  wish it would though! 
deca takes up my free moments and i'm kinda getting sick of it. by thee way, torrey and mac im not at all mad about us having the same topic and im sorry for being stupid about that. 
wanna know something crazy? soccer practice starts on monday.  i barely even got a break! it's insanity.
well i guess that's all.
E

im with ya torrey!

okay so torrey.. reading your post makes me think i know like exactly how you feel!  like one day this summer i was cleaning out my drawers and a found a picture noah drew me! haha it was stupid.. like our little inside thing is he would always tell me he "loved me to the moon and back" haha so it was just like a stupid little sketch of the earth and the moon and something cheesy like that(: ahaha but it made me so sad! and it totally caught me off guard! it was weird.. welll just letting you know. your not alone(:
love marlow fey(:
ps. mackie.. your poem thing is quite inspiring(: it really floats my boat(:(:

THE BRACELET..duhhh duhh duhhh ;0

dude guys im so so sorry its been forever since ive posted! and to be truthful i wasnt planning on posting tonight either...but then i felt this strong rush of emotion(i will talk about later) and i knew i had to blog. So henry is telling me how imperfections are beautiful right now, haha. and actually its so so true like it applys to everyone!:p okay so anyway i feel like getting to the rush of emotion moment right now. okay this is a no judgement site...joking we judge alot haha and i dont care:) but anyway on with the story: Okay so i was going through my little boxes in my room randomly and i found the bracelet that koler gave me. its like his bracelet that says koler on it...like those ones you can get in mexico, and it had started to fall apart so he like gave it to me randomly hah and it was just like this thing that i have always had somewhere in my room and i never keep track of it but i never lose it either hah it just pops up in random places all the time lol so anyway i saw it and it just made me sad. and then i remembered the night where he had just flipped me off hahahahhahah anyway i had been so mad at him and like calub and stuff kept coming out and spying on us while we were talking (soo immature..give me my space!!!!!!!!) so we went outside (during the summer) and it was dark but super warm and he was all sad but like super umm lovey dovey? hah thats the word. anyway it was just one of the best moments after that because of course i forgave him for the moment and we were out behind my dads car (not kissing dont worry haha he prob wanted to but you all know im too interesting and random to just be doing the usual of kissing ha) and we were just talking about something funny hah and laughing our heads off and like i was scared something was gonna jump outa the bushes right next to us hah any way it was just the most amazing peaceful non judgemental fun moment i remember and it makes me so happy:)...and sad. i dont miss him, but i just realized how much i hate hating him. i just wanna be friends with him...someday ya know? like yeah he can be a total douche, but thats not who he really is so i just hope that i  can get on better terms with him:p yeah a bracelet made me realize that hehe deep right?!? lol but anyway my new mission is to just see him alone one day and just ask him to be friends:p you just wait my dearys, the future is way better than you will ever expect! ha that didnt really make sense but i heard the line in a movie...no questions asked:p alright i should go wrap my lit book in juicy couture paper hehe classic xoxooxooxoxoxoxoox lovey dovey love torrey bo borey:p

In the blink of an eye

Everything can change
Everything has changed
Everything I used to know, has vanished
Everyone I used to love, is gone
All the colors have melted away,
Leaving me alone in the blackness
The smile that once occupied my face
Has been replaced
With a single tear, that streaks through
What has been.
And only the memories remain
I clutch at those momentos of my life
They tether me to where I stand
And I fear, that if I were to release them
There would be nothing.
It is like the moment before sleep captures your mind,
You will never remember the precise instant in which your mind flips from reality to the dream,
You are only aware of the before, and the after
The change is lost in translation.
In the blink of an eye
Everything can change.

Pause ||

couldn't agree more mac.
life is going by tooo fast! slow it down.  watch snow fall, be content in whatever you are doing.  stop thinking about what's next. 
school tomorrow, will be happy to see everyone.  could do with another week off though. but i could always do with another day.  maybe i'll come down with something. haha ihatemondaysitis...pretty nasty
cough cough
E

     
New Year's eve is like every other night; there is no pause in the march of the universe, no breathless moment of silence among created things that the passage of another twelve months may be noted; and yet no man has quite the same thoughts this evening that come with the coming of darkness on other nights
M.

2010... The Year I
Attempted basketball!
Conquered MT Cup**best coach OF MY LIFE
Dated not one guy and loved it :P
Mastered the chocolate chip cookie
Grew a buttload (seriously.)
Started Highschool...ccrraazzyy
Went to Mehico and got food poisoning<< how wonderful
Realized how much i LOVE my friends (who are more like sisters)
Lost my cat --Montana Wilderness
Dealt with a book that happened to be about my parents. WEIRD
Can barely remember because it all happened too fast. 
Alright.  Here goes. 
Happy 2011:)
~E